Computer Love?

Ever noticed how to some extent it's cool to meet people off the internet? Wasn't it about 4-5 yrs ago things like this were frowned upon? The crazy thing about it was back then...that's when I was getting it on. I was at my e-pimpin'pique. Now, I'm not really on it like that anymore. When it's acceptable to say in public,"yeah...I met such and such online". I play the internet sideline, while in the real world make excuses why I don't meet people like I know I can. I stick with the reasoning of money isn't everything (though it's most). Having disposable income does allow you to hit various spots and tell true lies. Being that's not the case and I work in front of a computer a bulk of my time. Maybe I should make my triumphant return to the wonderful world of web debauchery.

Hmmm...

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Nothing does it like the bull...

Traditional
Taurus Traits


Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

I've always heard Vic, you crazy...Vic, you silly...you stupid. When I hear the inflections behind those comments, I could tell that's how they like it when it comes to me. They love the fact that I'm a character and not a character actor. Then me being vigilant about keeping my word I hear...Damn,man...you've always been there, Vic. I can count on you...you always come through. While choosing the whole "loner" path throughout most of my life. I've always been that dude folks would reach out for to lean on. Sometimes it feels like what's the point? I've reached the ceiling when it comes to improving my life ($$$). But then it's like nah...I still got some fight in me. We got what it takes to be certified as an Art Teacher. God didn't give this talent just so I couldn't capitalize on it. Resiliency,baby...I keeps it movin. Is it a coincidence that us Taurus's are earth signs and people say we're like rocks? For more reasons than one?



On the dark side....

Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy


Now see within the last couple of years I've seent that I can quietly really resent someone. It could be to the point that it effects my own health how much I could despise someone. Maybe that's why for the longest time I've kept people at arms length. It was NEVER a case of me investing my all into someone or something. Yep...being the loner and aloof type made me seem stand-offish or distant at times. So these dark traits of being jealous and resentful is something i've been grappling with. I'm too cool to allow what you have or do to stop me from still being me,y'know? Which leads me to I guess at times me being a greedy bastard. I'mma eat your food and than some...why? Cause I can,bitch! All the while i'm like...dude(me)...get over it, just let it go. Yes, i'm admittedly hardheaded. I'll do it all myself...fuck you. But don't go too far away but dont get too close. Is it a coincidence that us Taurus's are earth signs and people say we're like rocks? For more reasons than one?

This month...I share these traits with:

My Mom
My brother (yep...there's a twin out there)
Janet Jackson
Left-Eye
Malcolm X
Stevie Wonder
Miles Davis
George Clooney and many more...